16 de agosto de 2011

I’m incapable of caring or loving

Sometimes I dream about being a good father and a good husband. 
And sometimes it feels really close. 
But then other times it seems silly like it would ruin my whole life. 
And it’s not just a fear of commitment or that 
I’m incapable of caring or loving because…
I can. It’s just that, if I’m totally honest with myself 
I think I’d rather die knowing that I was really good at something. 
That I had excelled in some way than that 
I’d just been in a nice, caring relationship.

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