Rise like two angels in the night

And as we sat there listening to the carolers...

I wanted to tell Brian it was over now and everything would be OK.

But that was a lie, plus, I couldn't speak anyway.

I wish there was some way for us...

to go back and undo the past.

But there wasn't. There was nothing we could do.

So I just stayed silent and trying to telepathically communicate

how sorry I was about what had happened.

And I thought of all the grief and sadness and fucked up

suffering in the world, and it made me want to escape.

I wished with all my heart that we could

just leave this world behind.

Rise like two angels in the night

and magically... disappear.