I can't believe I'm supposed to stop waiting

Did you really leave me again? 

After all the seasons I spent waiting, watching out the window,
listening at the door, waiting for the news of your return?

for the news that you realized that someone important was waiting for you.
A whole lifetime I've been waiting. I can't believe you're not coming back.

I can't believe I'm supposed to stop waiting.
can't believe you left me again...